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Welcome to Chapter 2 of my story, Staying Sane called An Explanation.

Thanks to all my custom creators on thesimsresource.com and thesims2 & also to everyone who commented in the last bit. I love you guys!

Welcome to Chapter 2 of my story, Staying Sane called An Explanation.

Thanks to all my custom creators on thesimsresource.com and thesims2 & also to everyone who commented in the last bit. I love you guys! "What..? But..you..police..searching..dead?", I tried to stammer out.
"Kandi, I know you have alot of questions and you definitely expect answers, but all I want you to know is that I'm sorry for leaving you", he reassured me, trying to reach for my hand. I shook him off, disgusted.
"SORRY?! SORRY?! You think SORRY cuts it. Woah, cowboy, hold unto your horses 'cause you've got a whole lot more coming your way." My head was spinning at the moment and as soon as I closed my eyes all the memories came rushing back.
The sirens, the searching, the funeral.. everything. --
"Ethan", I said his name so softly and so close to tears. We had decided to settle on the couch so I could calm down a bit as I was in such a stunned state. "Ethan, we looked everywhere for you. You put me - no,us- through so much pain. Your parents, they grieved for you." "My parents!", he shouted, getting angry as she rose off the couch. "My parents didnt give a hoot about me! All they cared about was for me to finish school as soon as possible so I could get a high paying job for all their expenses! They didnt love me and I hated them, Kandi, HATED!" "But Ethan, they plead for you with all their hearts!"
"Kandi, you dont understand! I HAD to leave, to escape, to become free", Ethan begged.
"At what expense?" I whispered harshly. There was a long silence as we both sat uncomfortably, my harsh replies still lingered in the air.
Ethan sighed. "You want the whole story Kandi?"
I nodded yes, afraid yet excited for his next few words, the explanation that I lay in bed longing for the past 5 years.
Ethan took a deep breath, closed his eyes and escaped into a series of sentences. "The night before my 17th birthday, I decided I had enough of my abusive and unappreciative parents. I packed the few things I could and left the house at around 10:00. I raced down the street, half concious, unknown to what I was doing. Kandi, when I passed by your house, a single tear fell form my face. I soon realized that I was making a big mistake - possibly the biggest mistake of my life." "I continued on though. I crased a few nightrs at friends' houses' whenever I could. This lasted a few weeks. By then, I guess my parents and everyone else had realized I was missing."
I nodded in agreement.
Ethan continued nonetheless. "I soon gathered enough money to leave Calder city and settled in Pleasantville, working as a local farmhand. I entered college there with the help of the family I lived with, of course. During college, the effects of my mistake began to wear on me and so I came back to Caldercity." "Why?" was the only word I could utter out. Was it his parents? a better job? a better lifestyle? "For You" As I starred into those sky blue eyes of his, I realized he wasnt joking. The playful smile had long since disappeared of his face and was now replaced by a grim, almost desperate, puppydog-like expression.
"..umm" My throat caught up and I tried to breath evenly. "I know I lost you once, Kandi, and I was selfish for putting you through so much ordeal, but now I'm ready, Kandi. Ready to take you back and you dont understand how blessed I am to have found you." "Ethan" I managed to respond, "...this is deep and-"
"No, Kandi", he interrupted. "..because I love you." I knew my answer was yes and yet I didnt want my heart torn to pieces again. The pain he had put me through..all those days lieing in bed, wishing he would come back, if only he knew! How selfish he had been! Only thinking of his own pain! No, I could not have my heart completely shattered.
Remember the old adage 'Fool me once, shame on you. Fool me twice, shame on me.' Well, I wasnt about to get fooled again.
"l'm sorry Ethan, I dont love you." In his eyes, I saw a world shatter, be completely ripped in half and my heart raged, panicking inwardly, "..WHAT HAD I DONE?!"

Staying Sane - 2. An Explanation.

Jul 13, 2008 by 1ayotola1
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    9 Comment(s) posted so far

    On Jul 14, 2008 qasert wrote:

    \:P

    On Jul 14, 2008 jaydeybailey001 wrote:

    \:D\:D

    On Jul 14, 2008 inge8208 wrote:

    Poor guy.

    On Jul 14, 2008 maryash wrote:

    what a poor, pitiful man

    On Jul 15, 2008 arc1801 wrote:

    \:rah\: \:rah\: \:rah\:

    On Jul 15, 2008 finsgirlie wrote:

    aw what a sad story....id like to read more!

    On Jul 16, 2008 spacemouse wrote:

    Great story, thanks for sharing! \:\)

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