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Welcome to Part 3
Read on and enjoy!
**note: you should read the previous parts to understand what is happening
Read on and enjoy!
**note: you should read the previous parts to understand what is happening Nothing was simple anymore. Everything always had to be thought out and planned. All because he was none other than a parent and that is what parents do, take into consideration the feelings of their children. And even if had been a father already for many years, it was still a difficult concept to grasp. As much as Bobby disliked having to face parenthood alone, he had no regrets when it came down to it. Olivia was a smart and loving girl and she always tried to make things easier for him. At least most of the time she did. And he wouldn't trade what he had for anything in the world. Yet again, he didn't have much of a social life and really needed to get out and enjoy himself for awhile. So he took Ashlen's offer and asked his mom to take Olivia for the day, that way Olivia would not be too disappointed with him until she finds out where he truly went. By the end of the night, everything was settled and Bobby was excited about finally being able to get out there and be the young adult her truly is. As he was walking into his bedroom, he was surprised to find Olivia just sitting there. "Hey bug, what'cha doing there?" Startled by his presence, Olivia quickly got off the bed and just stared at her dad. She studied his face a bit and tried to imagine what it was like before, when her mother was alive. She knew everything was different from what it is now, she just didn't know how. Bobby wondered why Olivia just kept staring, first at him and then into nothingness, something was defiantly on her mind, what it was he wasn't quite sure. "Alright, I'm kinda confused here, is there something you want to ask me? Or are you not feeling well? Or do you feel like staring at my face"
"Well Daddy, I... I umm. I wanted to, well you see its just... Okay well I was wondering if you... could possibly tell me a bit about my mom. Like briefly or something. I don't know." Bobby felt rather dazed. Olivia had never mentioned anything about wanting to know about Karen. And since she never asked, he never said anything. He knew this day would come, he just didn't know how soon or when. And he really didn't want to talk about Karen, not now at least. But still... "Whatever you want to know bug, I'll answer the best I can." he whispered. Olivia felt rather relieved. She had been some what fearful that her father would become upset or that he wouldn't want to talk about it. But was glad to hear his answer was yes, she was wanting to know so much about the mother she never knew and now finally would find out some stuff. Bobby laid down and invited Olivia to sit down next to him.
"Alright, what exactly do you want to know about your mom?"
"Oh I don't know.... how she was like, why you love her so much?"
"Haha, why I love her so much, that's an easy one but lets see..." "Well your mom, Karen, looks a lot like you. Or I should say that you look a lot like her. Beautiful and of course very lovely in every sense of the word. But what always seemed to attract me to her is how confidant and outgoing she was. Never was she shy to talk to anyone or shy to do anything!" "In fact, if I can recall, there was this one time when your mom and I had gone to the store. It was around the time after we got married and well we were in need of some clothes. As we were waiting, one of your mom's favorite songs came on the speaker and she asked me to dance! Since it was your mom, I really couldn't say no. But we had such a fantastic time just goofing off and laughing. It was even more hilarious when other people started to join in too!" "But something else your mom was, was a very loving and a very caring person. It was quite cute how every morning and every night she would always tell me how much she loved me. Or she would surprise me with gifts or with a quick kiss and then walk away. She was always loving. And on those rare occasions when I would go to sleep before her, she would cuddle up next me and tease me in one way or another. Your mom never failed at making me smile or at always succeeding in making me blush." "And when she was pregnate with you, she seemed to talk to you forever! Everynight before bed she would walk off into your nursery and sing to you. She would rub her belly and say "My little Olivia, oh you are right in there!" She would smile and tell you all about how happy you are going to be, how you need to have patience with us because we are new at the parent thing, and how thankful she was to God that she was able to have a child grow inside her. She loved you very much Olivia... and I'm sorry that things had worked out differently than planned." Olivia's eyes began to sting... she didn't hear the last part her dad said. All she heard was "Your mother loved you very much Olivia." And with that, she looked away and had tears rolling down her cheeks. It was difficult for her to hear about someone she didn't know, didn't get the chance to know... it was unfair, all of it. All of it was too hard and she didn't know what to do. "Maybe this wasn't such a good idea, it hurt hearing about it, imagine how it was talking about it." she thought. If she felt like this, she couldn't imagine what her daddy felt.
"You miss her daddy, you miss her a lot. I can hear it in your voice."
"You are right, I miss her terribly. And I can do nothing to get her back."
His voice cracked a bit.... he didn't want to cry, not in front of Olivia.
He looked away. "You um, want to know anything else?" "Not tonight." Luckily enough, his mother walked into the room, she had been standing at the doorway long enough to know what they were talking about and now seemed like the perfect moment to take Olivia to bed. "Come Olivia, looks like Daddy needs his rest and so do you." "Good night Daddy." Just as soon as they left, Bobby got up and buried his hands in his face. He could do nothing to get her back.... nothing would ever be the same, nothing was the same. His missed Karen and just wanted to hold her again, that it would be the her and him, like it used to be. He had been able to repress his feelings long enough to get by. But now, if felt like everything just tumbled down over him. Soon enough, his mother walked in. She quickly ran up to him and hugged him, trying to calm him down. "Its alright Bobby, its alright... let it out, let it out."
"I can do nothing to get her back."
"No, you can't. But honey, don't blame yourself. Its not your fault."
"Mom, I miss her so much, I tried to let her go, I can't. What we had was something, something unexplainable and I just... I can't believe it was taken."
"We all know you loved her honey and she loved you too. More than you will ever know."
Memory after memory... all of Karen passing through his mind, every word she said, every moment.... he remembered. "I think your the most prettiest person I've ever met."
"And I think your the most luckiest guy I've ever met!"
"Oh yea? And why am I the most luckiest guy you've met?"
"Because your lucky I'm with you sir Bobby. haha..."
"Really?... well in that case. I should be flattered!" He started to tickle her and tickle her and tickle her some more!
"Haha... alright! Bobby! Haha stop it! I have to pee!!!"
"No way! Not until you admit that your the luckiest girl!"
"Haha... no way no how! I gave you a compliment! I have to pee!"
"Come on Karen, admit it! Or I'll tickle you until you pee your pants!" "Alright alright.... I admit it, I'm a very blessed gal."
She leaned in and gave him a sweet and tender kiss.
"I don't need to admit it, I love to show it even more."
"Oh really? Well why are you the luckiest girl in the world?"
"Because. I have married the most amazing guy, the one
who makes me want to remember every moment when I am
next to him. Who makes me smile and laugh. Who I love far
more than I even know. That is why. Because I have you." "Okay okay... your turn. Tell me why you love me and treat me like you do."
"Because you are a great housewife and your food is amazing." he teased.
"Bobby! Come on now, be serious about it. I want to know why it is."
He paused for a bit, he wanted to at least try to make his reason sound good.
"Because a day with you, feels like a miracle. Everyday and all I want to do
is just continue walking right next to you and never taking a stop. Because
you are just the sweetest thing that I have ever encountered. And because
it is just you and me and honestly it all feels like a dream. "Oh honey, that was so... so... sweet. Thank you Bobby."
He quickly leaned in and gave her a sweet and loving kiss.
"You are such a kiss-up my dear. And it works for you!"
"Well I'm glad, anything to please my Karen. Now your turn!" "Honey! I've got some news to share with you! Come quick!"
"Alright, what's up? Is it something involving the both of us?"
"Yes! Okay okay... well you know how I've been feeling ill lately?"
"Yea, your dr.'s appointment was today. How'd that go?"
"Well there is a reason to my illness and its something amazing!" "Oh my lanta! You are pregnante are you not?!"
"Darn it! You beat me to it! But yes! Yes I am!"
"Karen! Do you know what this means?!"
"Of course, that there is someone growing inside me!" She was so excited that she jumped in his arms.
"We're going to be parents! We're going to have a baby!"
"You are going to be a wonderful father or daddy I should say."
"And you, you are going to be make an extraordinary mother."
"We are going to make a great team aren't we? oh honey! Im so happy!" "Bobby. We can't lying to ourselves here. Its obvious that I'm far too weak to keep on going."
"Karen, please... please don't talk like that. Please don't give up hope just yet. Please?"
"I know Bobby. I'm sorry, but each day, I feel worse and worse and I'm so scared honey."
"Its alright love, its alright. You have every right to feel scared. I'm scared to lose you."
(silence)
"You know, I've been lying awake for hours. Trying to escape myself. But really, only you can be my answer and keep me asking for more. I think about you in every hour and I'm scared to lose you too." She got up and hugged him. He hugged her back and held her close, not ever wanting to let go.
"Babe, please. I know I shouldn't talk like this but I can just feel life leaving me little by little-"
"Karen, I know... I know and I don't want to face it. I don't think I can handle you gone."
"When your world is crashing down, remember who you are. Remember how you've come so far. When all hope seems to disappear, look inside your heart. I'll be there with you." "I love you Karen. I love you and will continue to love you."
"And I love you more Bobby. And I'll love you forever and ever."
"Closer than I've ever been, nearer than I've ever known it must be You and Me." He felt like he was about to pass out. He wasn't sure what to feel. Remorse? Guilt? Pity? all these emotions, it made his head spin and his eyes ache. "Mom I need to lay down. Will stay with me?" "Of course Bobby, come now follow me." Olivia sat up in bed and looked down. She heard her dad crying and knew it was because she had brought up the question about her mom. Everything seemed to feel confusing these last few days. All she wanted to know was some simple things about her mom. It all had started with a photo she saw and soon after she began to dream about her. So naturally she was curious. She didn't mean to make her father feel sadness. "The next morning, Olivia wasn't sure how everything turned out with her dad. But she felt far too guilty to go and ask. Luckily Nolan had come over the night before and so he was told to check on Olivia. "Hey kiddo, you alright?" "You've been crying too. Your eyes are red." "I have been but that's a normal reaction I have when I talk about my sister or well your mom. Anyways what about you? You doing okay?" "Not at all to be perfectly honest, how's Daddy?" "He's alright, your grandma is taking care of him right now. Sorry that you have to hear that but its hard for him." By then Olivia couldn't contain her guilt any more, it was making her sick thinking about how her dad is feeling right at this moment. "Nolan! I didn't mean to make Daddy cry, I didn't mean to make him hurt more! I was just curious. I'm sorry! I'm so so sorry." She broke down crying, crying harder than she had ever had before. Nolan quickly hugged her. So tight and so strong and he didn't let go. "Its alright bug, its alright." He awoke at Olivia's crying. His eyes were sore, his mouth felt dry, his tongue was numb and his head ached far more than ever before. He wanted to go and try to comfort Olivia but couldn't, he made himself sick last night and today felt horrible. For now, he just layed down and listened and cried with her... nothing for him to do. Oh me oh my. thats it for this one.
excuse my errors and such.
and please, do tell of what you think.
A thanks to all the cc creators out there, if you have questions as to where I got any of my stuff, don't hesitate to ask I will always try my best to answer back! :D
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27 Comment(s) posted so far
On Jun 27, 2008 converse02 wrote:
a few errors and its a little shorter than expected but very heart quenching if I say so myself!
On Jun 28, 2008 Herzen & Blasen wrote:
another great story of you!
On Jun 28, 2008 katlin194 wrote:
nice
On Jun 28, 2008 crystal_89 wrote:
That was so cute, and so sad, I nearly cried, I had tears in my eyes, please keep going, im looking forward to see what happens, hopefully something good, great stories!
5.0 crystal
On Jun 28, 2008 thekewlestnerd wrote:
great story
On Jun 28, 2008 waltertheweeniedog wrote:
On Jun 28, 2008 maryash2 wrote:
that was great!
On Jun 28, 2008 -kalisa- wrote:
It's such a sad story
I hope something good will happen to Olivia and her dad...
On Jun 28, 2008 lab9132003 wrote:
nice story
On Jun 28, 2008 wrote:
Love this story! Can't wait to see more!
On Jun 28, 2008 halfasian751 wrote:
Love the series...great pics and writing!!!
Where did you get Karen's outfit and lipstick in slide 20?
On Jun 29, 2008 cutedazy wrote:
awwwiee!
On Jun 29, 2008 cpyle822 wrote:
You have done a wonderful job at capturing the emotions involved and I cant wait for the next part
On Jun 29, 2008 Fikcija wrote:
Ok, now you've done it. I read all three parts now and you left me here crying together with your characters. It's 3am now and I don't even want to sleep any more... I can only sit here, stare at the screen and let the tears fall.
What can I say, 5 for that...
On Jun 29, 2008 arc1801 wrote:
On Jun 29, 2008 simsnina wrote:
Is there gunna be another serieas or something cus it was good!
NIna
On Jun 30, 2008 plyangel456 wrote:
Great story, although it almost made me cry. -plyangel456-
On Jun 30, 2008 wrote:
wow... how sad.
gah I have no idea how Bobby will ever be happy again!
great stuff though. 5++ for sure.
On Jul 1, 2008 juliaissexyxoxo wrote:
On Jul 1, 2008 SimStarStyle wrote:
Karen is beautiful!
Good story!!!
On Jul 3, 2008 drewsoltesz wrote:
Very enjoyable, thanks for the great read, cheers!
On Jul 11, 2008 rclmp wrote:
On Jul 11, 2008 iloveyellowsoles wrote:
On Jul 27, 2008 tiffanydenise69 wrote:
awww what a tear jerker that was such a good story karen and oliva are gorgeous so whats gonna hapen with him and ashlen?cant wait to find out
On Aug 4, 2008 juliaissexyxoxo wrote:
I love it again just like the last one. Cant wait to see more! I love it 5.0
On Aug 5, 2008 mad4u19 wrote:
awwwww
but good story
On Sep 15, 2008 wrote:
Your stories are SO good! I think this one is super good, can't wait for part 4!!!