I want to be happy!
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Welcome to my new story! A big thank you to all the people who stick to my story's and to the CC-Creator! Please comment and rate! Hello, I'm July and this is where my story start's! Where? Well in my mom's belly! My mom hated my grandparents, I don't know why but she wanted to get away from there as fast as she could! That's my parents! Mom don't look happy at all! She likes my dad, yes but she doesn't love him, still she married him, so she get's a house of her own. But Dad want's a baby and that is why I will be born soon! Here I'm! I'm so cute, don't you think? Dad loves me very much! He does everything, feeding, bathing, well everything! When daddy is working, my place is here! I feel so lonley then! Hey, it's my birthday already! I'm so happy, It would be so boring now when Daddy isn't home! Dad teaches me to talk (my first word is Daddy!)........... and to walk! Look Mom plays on the computer, Dad don't like that. Mom tells me to play in my room when Dad is at work. I feel lonley then but at least I have enough toys! Dad get's often angry with my Mom and they fight because of me. I'm so scared that Dad goes away and never comes home again! I sit here in my room and can hear them! I'm so sad, scared, lonley and angry!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So time went on and my birthday is here! Dad didn't move out but he works alot more! When he's at home, we spend all our time toghter! I love him so much! I'm a big girl now! But Mom still don't take any notice from me! I hate her! I hate everything, maybe she notice me in a differend outfit ? ! Look Mom! What do you think? I look great, don't I? Well she didn't even look! I will make her notice me, I promice! The school rang, I behave not very well, get into trouble all the time! they said. Dad was very angry and had a huge fight with Mom! They allways fight. Just before my next birthday Dad came to tell me that he got a very good Job offer and that he had to move far away! That he was sad but that he wasn't able to take me with him. He looked very sad! But I didn't care, I just run crying to my room! I didn't said bye to him, I was to angry with him. Now I'm sorry that I didn't. That was a month ago and today it's my birthday! It's a stupid day, I don't know where Mom is, I don't care, really. I got myself a cake but I was to sad to have a party. I fight all the time with Mom now, she just don't understand me! I hate her! That is her new boyfriend! She's so nice to him! Why can't she be nice to me. I think he is married anyway, see he wears a ring on his finger! Well, I was in trouble again! The police got me back home but Mom didn't care! She never care's! She didn't even ask, why I came home with the police! Well I think I don't care about her anymore. Soon after that day, Mom was sad and angry because she got herself pregnant of her boyfriend! Why wasn't she more careful? Well that boyfriend of hers didn't came back after Mom told him about the baby! Now Mom crys all the time! I feel a bit sorry for her! But only a bit! I done the nursery! Looks nice, don't you think? Mom don't care as usually, so I do everything. I will give all my love to the baby, I don't want that it feels lonely and sad like I did! Mom gave me the baby straight after she gave birth. I named him Chris, isn't he an angel, so sweet! I love him already! So I do everything now. Mom is often out somewhere, well she knows that I look after Chris. Well I changed a bit now. I'm more responsible and nearly an adult! If only Mom would call, she disappeared and I'm all alone with Chris in this big house. I can't go to school anymore, so I do that online now! Dad sends me some money every week, so I don't have to work and can finish the school online. One day I saw a page about a orphanage, wich needs help. There to many kids and not enough room. I had an idea and phonend them straight away! I told them about my big house, my little brother, my age and that I finih the school very soon. They came the next day! A man (sozial worker) and two women, one who owns the orphanage and one to help me! So we talked everything over! Iris and I was working hart to get everything done and my birthday came inbetween so, we weren't celebrating it. I didn't care, it was a great feeling to be needed and that was better as my birthday! We even got toys for the garden! That's so great! I think it will be a great time to care for the poor kids! A view day's later, the kids came to stay.Mr Moore got them here himself! We showed them around and we hit of very well, straight away! It was my brothers birthday as well and it was a bit hectic! Mr Moore comes often to help out! I like that and the kids love him! Sometimes he stay's till late and we talk for hour's.It feels great and I like him. It will be christmas soon and Josh (Mr Moore) wants plays Father Christmas! That was my best christmas ever! The kids loved it as well! Oops, I was under the mistletoe and Josh said he have to kiss me! It was a great kiss! Well, I'm not lonley anymore. I love the kids and everything is great! And so the time goes quick by and soon we had a picnic, for my brothers birthday. It was a lovely day! Josh was there as well, he is very often here and when he's not here, I miss him! I wonder if he feels the same? Later that day, after all the kids were in bed, Josh came to sit next to me. Suddenly he took me in his arm and a secound later he kissed me! Oh, I'm so happy! We like one item now, he's nearly all the time here and after a view month he moved in! After some more month, we got married! I never was more happier as that day! I have everything now! A nice home, a lovely husband and kids I love! The years went by and we still have a lot kids at home and three of them are ours! Two girls and a baby boy! Josh and I never fight and we are so happy toghter! All our kids are happy and my brother as well! That is what I was dreaming of! The most important thing in the world are our kids! Our happy kids!
I want to be Happy !
Dec 17, 2008 by maxi king
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