Hi sorry it has been awhile since I done this story my life is just a bit hetic at the monent that is why I have not had time.
So here is part 4 hope you enjoy it xxx
So here is part 4 hope you enjoy it xxx When you last left me off Johnny confessd to me that he was attracted to me and started kissing me and I thought it felt good at that moment that we could not stop ourselves. But somthing in my brain clicked what if Ophilea turned up and wanted a shoulder to cry on about Johnny or Ripp if he came along and decided to do our history project. We had to stop before anything or anybody saw. "Rose what is it?" Johnny asked looking concerned wondering why we stopped "It's just that what if Ophilea or Ripp turned up and saw us like this?" I said with a worried look "Hey don't worry about it and if this thing between us is real we should keep it a secret nobody has to know and could sneak around for awhile and when the time is right we tell them" Johnny said stroking my cheek "Um, I don't know Johnny I'll need to think about it" I said as I got up from the sofa and so did he "Well think about it ?" kissing me on the cheek then he left me to think about what he said. As I finished removing my make-up and doing my hair for bed I looked in the mirror at myself and did not see the same person staring back at me I had toyed with Ripp's feelings for two months just to get Johnny jealous and make him want me. It made me see what kind of person I was becoming and I didn't like it. Now on laying on my bed still pondering thoughts about what I think Johnny said either pretend to be friends and Ripp and Ophilea would be none the wiser and sneek behind there backs or forget the whole thing that I had been doing for the past two months or go on living a lie with Ripp for the rest of my natural life.
I got up from my bed and sat on my sofa all this thinking was giving me a headache and got me so confused that I did not know what to do. As I put my head in my hands and stared at the floor I felt like crying, wondering why life was so difficult when it came to dealing with love and friendship. Then I heard my mom come in the room. "What's wrong Rose, honey?" she asked sitting down next to me as I looked up she noticed my eyes glisting with mouisture "I have just got a lot think about that's all with just graduating school in two weeks then going straight off to college it is a lot to think about and it is scary" I said looking at her playing the I'm Going To Miss You College Card was somthing to keep my thoughts away from Johnny for now. "I know that it is scary that your going to be going to be going to college soon in two weeks but once you get there you will get used to it and I'll know your father would have been proud of you if he was here right now" mom said starting to cry a little it hurt her when she spoke of my dad it had been hard for her when he passed away he was her one true love "It's ok mom I miss him too" as we got up and hugged each other. "Now go to bed and I'll see you in the morning" she said as she left as I went to turn off the light and got into bed. Two weeks later I had graduted school and tommorow I would be off to college and still not heard from Johnny who had been ignoring me since that night two weeks ago and I knew that I had to make up my mind soon as I we would all be leaving for college tomorrow. So I sent an email for Johnny to come over we needed to talk before it became more awkward while at college. When Johnny came over I told him my disicion that it was best for us to not be together in secret and not to hurt the people around us even if it ment trying to control ourselves around each other. Then after that we went back to just being friends and chatted and watched movies together and I got tired and fell asleep on his lap and it felt so good him stroking my hair with his hands. Was I making the right decision? Only time would tell when we started college.
My Best Friend Johnny Part 4
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