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Mental Love - Alicia Savior
Hi guys! This is sort of a spin-off. These are the last chapters of Mental Love. In these chapters you will get to know from each one of the institution members why they're there.
This one is, ofcourse, about Alicia Savior. Enjoy reading :-)!
Hi guys! This is sort of a spin-off. These are the last chapters of Mental Love. In these chapters you will get to know from each one of the institution members why they're there.
This one is, ofcourse, about Alicia Savior. Enjoy reading :-)! "Oh, hey guys. Ugh.. I'm not really in the mood to tell you my story, but I guess I have to, don't I? Well .. it all started when I was just a kid." "I was .. ugh how do you call that? A tomboy-ish girl. I used to play with boy-toys and to dress like a boy. I don't know where that came from, I just don't felt like a girl-girl, you know what I mean? And that's actually pretty weird .." "Because here you have my sister, Rachel. She was like .. every man's dream girl or something. Absolutely stunning and a real girl-girl. I always wanted to be like her. Pretty, beautiful, loved. Everything I was not." "Childeren from my primary school used to bully me because I was 'different'. But how do you define 'different'? Looking like a boy? Or a total freak? Or does wearing bright red shoes making you different too? .. I don't know, but I became the misfit." "Sometimes I didn't dare coming home because I felt so ashamed. I didn't want my mom and sister to know, it was something I kept for a long time to myself. But it all changed when I grew up." "I started to change myself. I dyed my hair, wore clothes from my sister, used make-up and everything that regular girls do. For once in my life I felt happy. At least .. I thought I was happy." "And so my sister and I became closer friends. We started to do everything together. We shared a room, wardrobe .. we even shared our friends." "Yes, we were a cohesive group. I really felt like I mattered. These people could have been my life saviors. But they weren't. No, contrary, they are my life destroyers." "You see, my sister graduated and started college. And that's where it all went wrong again. My friends started to turn against me. They laughed at me, made jokes. And then I realized they only hung out with me because my sister was that populare." "I became depressive, I guess. I cried for days and locked myself up in my room. I don't know whether I cried because I had those fake friends or because I missed my sister so much. Anyway, mom said I had to leave my room every now and then. And so I did." "And that's when I met the change of my life, yep, these two people saved my life. They came from another school so I had never seen them before. I was crying again when this girl, Mary, asked me what was going on." "I explained the whole story in a few minutes. And then she said to me:
'Girl you've got to stop crying. Gray and I will take care of it. You don't have to cry anymore, everything will be better now."
I didn't know what to expect. Was she about to kill them, was she such a psycho?" "But no, she wasn't such a psycho. She learned those three a lesson. And indeed, they learned from it. They never picked on me again. All's well that ends well, you might say. But no, the story isn't over yet." "From that point on I started to become more aggressive. There wasn't a single person I couldn't handle. And honestly, nobody dared to came near me. I was known as the 'brawler.'" "Even my mom couldn't handle me anymore. There was nothing she could do to stop me or make me less aggressive. I almost became the master of the house, until my sister suddenly visited us." "She saw my mom, crying, and asked her what was going on while she comforted her. I don't know what she said, I was in my room and I only heared that Rachel was mad. Very mad." "She rushed into my room and pointed at me. And I remember everything she said:
'You .. you stop this now! You can't just walk over your mom's feelings. And you can't beat up every kid that stands in your way.' I shrugged at her and rolled my eyes. She kept yelling. 'That's it! I will send you to an institution if you don't end this madness, right now!' 'Yup.. and that's why I'm here. Yeah, you read that well. My own sister sent me to this madhouse. With family like this, who needs enemies? Anyway, thanks for listening to my story and I'll see you soon .. again .. I guess."
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4 Comment(s) posted so far
#1 On Jul 31, 2012 keishafeller wrote:
Lol... Poor Alicia!
#2 On Jul 31, 2012 courtneymh wrote:
OMG! That's realy all I can say!
#3 On Aug 1, 2012 TheGoldenQueen wrote:
beautiful..really nice :]
#4 On Aug 14, 2012 helenabeat wrote:
She's my favourite character